one of my friends is in love with me. i don't feel the same, but if i reject her she'll end up hurting herself. i've just been ignoring it for now, but recently a mutual friend confessed that the friend who likes me has been speaking to her sexually about me, and making sexual comments about me. i don't know what to do. i care about her so so so much, but i can't hurt her. i never ever ever want that, i just want it to stop. i feel terrible every day, i feel disgusted when she makes contact with me, because all i can think about is that she views me sexually. i'm disgusted by sexual things, they scare me and make me feel disgusting, and i can't take this much longer,, i'm so fucking grossed out-- but we've been best friends since middle school, abandoning her in our final year of highschool would be cruel.