I'm 18. I'm terrible at driving, I'm horrified of it too. I've lost all of my social skills since I dropped out of school, I'm having trouble trying to get my GED and a remote job. I have commissions open but I don't have a big enough platform to actually attract people who want to buy from me. Every night I wonder about how dissapointed my family will feel when they realize their daughter is a horrible bumbling idiot who can't do anything. I don't have any hope for getting medicated or any help, I don't have any hope for the future but I feel even worse if I leave my mother alone in this world.