I hate getting attached. Hate it. Recently, more and more I feel like the people I like the most are distancing themselves from me. I am not ready to say goodbye to them just yet. I need some more time to process how it will be without them. But is that really what's going to happen or is it just my head? Maybe I expect too much from others. Or maybe I really am pushing them away, somehow. I wish I could be as detached. It would make everyone's lives easier if I didn't cling to people.