I can't helo but get attached to people easily, and I hate it. I want to be loved by anyone, and I hate the thought of people hating me or not liking me. I don't have any friends except for one, but she's friends with my ex, so she doesn't talk to me as much as we used too. I know they talk bad about me. But theres no one I can even talk to about it, she's all I have. So, I try to make friends, but no one actually wants to be my friend, they already have friends. I don't have any online friends anymore either, and I'm really awkward, so I find it hard to just talk to random people on the internet. I hate it, I just want friends. I love my best friend, but my ex hurt me bad, and I can't really find a reason to talk to her about stuff, because I know she's talking about me to my ex. I can't tell her about it, because I don't have anyone else to hang out with. She's all I have