I just find it so freaking hard to open up, even if I am encouraged to do so. I feel so fake when I just can’t. Idk why, I’m just insane and afraid of trusting others. Whenever I do try, people really never care, and I get it, I don’t want them feeling like a therapist and I know hearing vents isn’t for everyone but I just wish that instead of people trying to fix and judge my problems they would just comfort me. And every time, I feel like a horrible person. I know my parents want best for me but I just wish I don’t judge my problem and having me to never cry in front of them. Idk why I just can’t open up, I really really try to but I feel like I’m being pressured every time I try to do so.
people1 felt this