I got ghosted by my best friend and it's killing me. We have been friends for 2 years which is not a lot but I genuinely think that we are like best friends forever. and I know this seems childish but I truly believe that. We talked every now or then but suddenly he stopped messaging me. I asked what's wrong and yeah I got ghosted. He was my only friend and this hurts a lot. I never thought he would hurt me like that, I'm not sure of what I've done to deserve it. It's so hard to live like this. And I'm so scared of never getting this friendship back and I try so hard to tell myself its for the better, but is it? I have lost sleep, lost track of time, can't even leave the bed some days. I don't understand how could I let someone have this power over me. I have lost other friends too and I moved on I know I can move on from this but why does it hurts so bad? I miss him. So much. I wish he knew how I felt.