I'm such a jealous person, and I know deep down it stems from insecurity but I genuinely think that there's only so much confidence I can have in myself. I'm more confident than I was a few years ago, but the reasons why I'm more confident don't really come from within. Like a few years ago my features weren't really the beauty standard but now some of them are. I don't think that my insecure mindset will ever go away though because even when I'm told I'm pretty my brain finds a way to convince me they're lying or they're just being nice. I really don't want to be jealous anymore