i wish i was never in that FUCKING FANDOM. i cant enjoy anything anymore without thinking of it and im trying so fucking hard to forget but noooo i cant forget!! because not only does it JUMPSCARE ME everywhere for no reason, I HAVE A PERSECUTOR THATS AN INTROJECT FROM IT. that fandom's ruined songs. outfits. colors. my own crafts. i cant even listen to my boyfriend sing because he sounds like one of those muppet mouthed incel motherfuckers. if the colors of the rainbow are arranged in a specific way i'll spiral. i crashout if i misspell the word "neat". i wish i never got involved with that fucking hell hole. "fiction doesnt affect reality," my ass. i WISH it didnt because then i wouldnt be fucking WRITING THIS. may that show and all related media become permanently lost and everyone in the fandom get anal prolapse, especially the bls. god i just want one good thing i want one thing that i can enjoy without it reminding me of the places i was in is that too much to fucking ask