My brother punches wall to release one's frustration. Me? I just encode it here. As the girls and the youngest of the family who prioritizes and gives big graces if you are a man, all I can do is move spaces away from certain family members so that I'll be safe and sound. I realized that when I get closer to them like telling jokes, talks and things that resemble close sibling/family bond, I feel like they have weak or no restraint at all when they are emotionally clouded. Then lash out to the people closest to them, like me. I've been threatened financially, verbally and emotionally like punching to the walls and throwing things to the ground. I'm tired being disregarded just because I'm a girl and have no means to provide for myself yet. I'm glad I still have my father here. When he heard the punch, he goes downstairs with us and became the mediator.