pagod na ako, pagod na pagod na ako...hindi ko na alam kung hanggang saan na lang ang kaya ko, kasi ramdam ko na rin sa sarili ko na bibigay na ako. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of hoping that everything will be alright. I'm tired of gaslighting myself that I will be alright. I hate them, I hate this world, I hate my parents....I hate me, I hate myself. I don't want to die young, but I don't wanna live either...My heart and head is full of doubt. I feel like, I'm stuck between death and life
the world2 felt this