I feel like i'm going to push my partner away because of how angry I get with him sometimes. There will be times that I go from zero to a hundred over the smallest things and then I immediately feel guilty and anxious because I think he's either going to run off and cheat on me or break up with me because he has officially hit his limit with me. i'm trying to get back into attending therapy sessions along with looking into a psychiatrist as well but I truly don't know why I do this and how I can get myself to stop.