i feel like such a burden on my parents. i have to move for a new job and don't have enough money for the initial expenses. my parents agreed to help out but it makes me feel sick to my stomach every time we talk about it. i hate asking them for money. i hate relying on them for anything. they obviously have their own struggles and i am adding to them. i got the job so hopefully i won't have to ask them for money again (though they said this was the only time they could do this anyways) but still i feel like i'll never be able to make up for this stint in my life where i burdened them so much. i feel so sick.