Why is it never me. Literally everyone is talking about their relationships and their talking stages. I haven’t even had my first kiss NOR a talking stage. I don’t know that much people in high school yet everyone is already going to parties and have talking stages. And I’m saying this as a black lesbian— I fucking hate it. Even if I like someone, they always like someone else. No one has ever liked me, or just dated me for looks. I just want affection, but I can’t even have that. I swear I’m kind, I make homemade gifts— but I’m just a friend to everyone else. I’m never anything more than a friend. Plus, I absolutely hate high school. These ppl r fake asf. Anywho, everyone in my classes are already dating, cheating, or in talking stages. Meanwhile, I can’t even make friends. It sucks to be an introvert— seriously. Plus, I’m trying to have a positive mindset— but comparing myself to others? Yeah, no— I don’t meet the standards. I feel like ppl just date for the looks, not the person