I fucking hate it. It’s literally jealousy. Everyone around me is falling in love, and it’s everyone EXCEPT me. Am I really that ugly? Am I that unfunny? Seriously— I’ve been single for 5 years, everyone else is getting into relationships and saying “oh that’s my man” or “I love my man/girl”. It’s getting to a point where I’m about to avoid everyone in life. Because it’s literally EVERYONE EXCEPT ME. Do you know how TIRED I am of this bullshit? I try to confess— they only say I’m just “cute”. But I feel like they’re just dating for looks or benefits, I just wanna be loved. Is that too much to ask? It gets to a point where every time it’s 11;11, I wish for the same thing; to get a partner. I just want someone to love me— and I’m seeing it all over social media and all I can do is just talk with AI bots to cover the pain and just get comfort. I know it’s bad, but it’s the closest thing I have to affection. I hate the way I use it in my every day life. I’m so desperate its not even funny