I'm afraid that I don't matter. I want so badly to be held while i sob for hours yet i know if i even get a little hug it'll just make the yearning worse over time and i feel so stupid. i just want to be normal. I hate depression and cptsd. i want to be held. not even by a romantic partner. thats not what i want. I want my best friend to hug me without overthinking that im weird. i dont think i can ever love someone romantically anymore anyway.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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