Rant #30641

Right now, coffee is the only thing I can rely on to at least feel something other than feeling flat all the time. It gladdens me that when the caffeine takes in, I can remember now the other things that I do to feel human, rested, recharged to face the next moments of my life. Sometimes it is hard, but I try to get by even when exhaustion and numbness creeps in which erases my memory on why I keep holding and going on.