Money...and the fact that my dad is responsible for the lack of it. im just 16 whos finally started loving herself and made some friends worth having. For a year i thought WOW! this is it...i wanna live like this forever. Perfect grades, thoughtful friends, loving family. Just after 10th, all that came to an end. My dad could not even pay my college fees...while im too stuck up on being the sweet girl who wants to look cool. my grades are slipping(which is 100 percent my fault)...i cannot even buy something i like cuz we're scraping for money, and to make things worse...my dads drinking has gotten out of hand. i started despising my dad so much and i fucking HATE it! hes so insensitive and he does not realise how much of a gem my mom is for putting up with him and even after all this supprts him. now hes taking my moms money even and using it. and its not even that hes using the money for himself...hes giving it to others. its as if he likes strangers more thn he does his own family