I keep trying to say to stuff to my dad but he never listens for get my pronouns correct (they/them). He never remembers what i like or what type of person i am. I like moving around and I said can we go to the park after it stops raining. He said we can't go to the park because it's raining, he does not listen to me. One time my sister said I don't like ai and said all the bad things ai was doing and my dad said ai was great for generating pictures and other things like venting, and my sister kept saying ai wasting water and it's taking jobs but he didn't listen and they yelled at each other for hours and I who was upstairs had to deal with calming my sister down and deal with damage control. Am currently suck between going to my dads to make him happy and have a episode, or stay at my mums and not rise committed self harm. Am suck in hell and I don't know what to do.