I hate my closest friend the closer I’m getting with someone the more I hate them. She’s just so fake, doesn’t know how to respect boundaries, twists my words and how she treats me depends on her mood, and I fucking hate the fact that she thinks she can be disrespectful to me but disgustingly nice to others as she assumes that we are close and so it’s ok for her to do that.ik i shouldn’t think of her like this but I can’t help myself, I don’t see my other friends like that bc I’m not close with them except for her. I kept my bad opinions on her in my mind and have never told anyone about it so everyone thinks I like her very much but all I have been thinking is how much I hate her. I’m disgusted by both me and her. And I always need to make the first move to make her feel better. Not to mention I’ve been seeing parts for myself in her as we’ve been spending too much time together and I fucking hate that. Imagine seeing yourself in the person you hate, uses your words to hurt you.