since i was about 14 i realized i dont have social skills, im 18 now, i have my freinds but i moved out of state for school and we never talk anymore, it sounds corny to say but im an 18 year old virgin loser all i got going for me is college and i cant even do that right i cant socialize for shit, ive wanted to die since i was 13 and it never goes away i moved to s new place and im so alone. i know already that when i turn 19 im gonna end my life and theres no talking me out of it bit please if anyones listening please dont be like me, i graduated early shoulve done something but im pathetic and always will be i want someone to come save me but i know i wont be saved so ill end my life knowing i was a loser
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