My friends and partner, and family don’t know how to comfort me. I’ve told my mother my struggles with talking to new people and all she says is that they’re the same as me, “They have two eyes, two legs, and two arms like you”. I’ve told her multiple times that it doesn’t help me and that I don’t care about how one looks but how i’m scared they’ll be secretly judging me or planning my murder. I’ve told my partner that I’ve been feeling down, and I love her to pieces but she’s not the best comforter, she told me this so I can’t complain. My friends kinda leave me out, and I know they have a separate gc without me in it, but I feel stupid around them, they’re so much smarter and better than me. Okay I sound dramatic and like I have a victim complex but I just feel tired, and I just continue to act like I’m happy and that crap, but anytime they’re upset they take it out on me and I cry so much before spamming someone so they’ll know I’m not upset with THEM in particular, I’m so done.