Don't get me wrong I understand I can be a problem maybe I am who knows. But here is the thing I grew up in a certain household. I also grew up lile a scared kid from seeing domestic violence. Now I understand my mom having the worst of It I'd never say I understand cause I don't I admit it. There are parts which I had no idea about and I was never in that spot so I get she has her own problems. But you see I never got therapy as a kid, I was angry, I was annoyed, I shouted, screamed and did things that were wrong but how was I the oldest kid supposed to cope. My sister whos the middle child had ear and other medical issues, my little brother has brittle bone. And I get they need more attention than me hell I didn't get therapy still till this day docs say oh maybe your not ready or something. I got my dyslexia discovery late, my adhd discovery late and now possible autism. I already suffer though mental health. Till this day I get told I get it ive been there or I know more than you.