It feels like everything I do always gets one upped by someone else. That no matter how hard I try I cant be anything more than mediocre. I get a new job as a janitor and an online friend debuts their animated short. I hate comparing myself to them but it feels like they just win all the time. They are where I want to be while im stuck. I want to change that but I dont know how cause every attempt I make ends with mediocre results and im running out of hope.