Rant #30194

i'm gonna stp trying. i just wanna get to the point where nobody cares about my presence, so i can kill myself and nobody will notice. if nobody cares about my interests, my actual presence. they just want someone to dump their problems onto. relationships, trauma, anything! load it onto me, and i'll load it onto the blade. i'll go so deep that i make myself even more disabled. ok bye. i probably wont because uh i promsied Cel i wouldnt, but yaknow.