I want to kill myself. I'm planning on how to end my life without anyone else knowing. I want to end my life but my parents and my family are ashamed of my death because I ended my own life. I want to overdose myself.I want to end things peacefully. I don't even know why I'm living. I feel shit. My academic performance is affected. I feel dumb and easily forgetful, I'm ashamed of myself. I want to kill myself. I want to end things today but yet I don't want anyone else to know. I feel so hopeless and helpless. I don't want to be a burden and I tried sharing once to my friends but they ignored me. I dont know, Im just tired and so fucked up. I feel so lonely and I do not have anyone else to cry to.