Lately I feel like I am an useless burden. My friends have all drifted away, probably because I am too boring unlike other teenages. My mom has started insulting me, calling me names and unloading her frustrations on me. One time he called me a name which is used to refer to "someone, like a child, who has taken care and stuff from home, only to leave and never repay" just because I forgot to fold clothes. My dad has also started being angry with me, I went through most of my year at school without a book because I was scared of asking, and when I gathered the courage to ask for thy book that the school didn't give me at the start, he said that why didn't I tell him sooner, an that it was gonna embarrass him to ask it now. My sister also insults me, calling me fat and useless, she is also racist. And I'm scared of crying, whenever I do it at school or home, at school everyone stares, at home, they say it is useless and it won't fix anything, so I can't even let my emotions out.