Im a terrible human being undeserving of love. Every relationship I've been in, I cheated. Not like sex or hooking up with someone on the side but I'll date other people that are long distance and won't find out I'm cheating. I know that's fucking horrible but I don't know how to say no. I wish I knew how to be a good person but I fail every time. I don't know how to break up with people either, I'm so scared of being alone so I end up cheating. It's a disgusting act I know but I don't know why I do it okay? I seriously just wanna fucking kill myself from guilt.