This week has been literally bull. Nothing hardly has went right. Seemingly everybody around me are unstable or snub you or let you down in some way.. like cab bad things and stuff quit happening. And others just because I didn't vocalize my feelings well not all of us are touchy feely with our feelings ok. Not all of us want to express everything going on inside or in the background. I get let down overlooked ignored seemingly by someone I grew to care about. Talked to aggressively by family. Like ok already isn't enough enough? I don't understand why I had so much crap happen this week. Family will just say that's life and then go blah blah blah blah blah to me about their feelings and resentments nonstop to where you can't walk away from them but nobody wants to listen to how I feel. That's not even the half of what's inside me. Is this even planet earth anymore? Whatever.