I didn't fully believe that I was actually Sa'd. I was unconscious when it happened so I would constantly tell myself, yk maybe it didnt really happen and they were just lying. But now a decade later I found out it did actually happen. I never realised how much it affected me. Even now 10 years later I was sobbing. I never really believed in my own story and I then had to face it head on it really hurt. And to make it worse someone said "sa that happens when you are a kid surely cant affect you that much". So yeah I was really sad and I cant lie I still am.
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