I hate being around my family so much, and it feels horrible. It's started happening around my friends too. I don't want to hear their voices, the way they chew food, and the way they act. They didn't do anything inherently wrong, I just can't stand them anymore. I've loathed being with my family for a few years now, but since it's started happening with my friends I've been scared. I don't want to hate them, I want to be around them, but when I am I'd rather be anywhere else. I'm scared to go to college, to have to meet new people I'll like and want to be friends with. What if I start hating them too? They don't deserve that. It just feels so disgusting. When I'm around my friends or family I want to crawl under my skin, and if I don't have an excuse to get away I want to cry. I just want to be alone.