Note from that night:She betrayed me. Totally. I spent my morning and night crying and felt sick after eating. Yesterday I ate a tomato and a cucumber. And, like 10 calories worth of a non alcoholic drink . I knew she had been absent friday, and she had her phone turned off, and I knew it might be because of me. I dont even know where to start. She betrayed me. She told her mother everything. Everything she had made me keep to myself. I realized I was harassed and forced to do shit thanks to her. She talked and negociated me into kissing her. She told her mother everything. Everything. She didnt keep her promise. She betrayed me. I trusted her. I was fooled by the fact that she told me she loved me. I almost believed it. I almost gave up everything I had for her manipulative self absorbed behavior. She told her mother we kissed in the bathroom, how we were talking, the things I talked to her about. Why? To humiliate me? Was she forced? She promised that she wouldnt hurt me. 💬