Rant #29961

Certain words have been yelled at me so much, in such a negative way, I feel anger, anxiety, and dissociation every time I hear them in a normal or positive setting. Pigsty/ pig Blatting Cry Whine Problem Stop Obnoxious Lazy Slow Deaf Angry Three names I can’t put down That’s all I can think of off the top of my head. Why do i even feel like this with words? Everyone has words they don’t like, right? Fuckin hell. It’s not like those aren’t all true things about me.