Rant #29906

I go to lay my head down and all my mistakes flood back to me I don't know why I'm sad I have food,clothes,shelter,running water/electricity and okayish parents I think nothing will ever get better we I was younger I'd pray to God to help me now I just Fucking hate god he never helped me now I'm a mentally ill werido I want to cry but I cant the tears aren't coming out I fucking hate my life I'm gonna kms