I dont know what to do, I keep falling back into SH, im gonna need to pay bills to help my mom out because my lazy dad won't get a job, I for some reason took 3 AP classes and honors, ive had 7 tests so far this week and its only Wednesday, my friends never text me first, all my groups are falling apart, wrestling gonna start soon and im worried the team will point out my scars. I just dont know what to do, I can't kms because I can't do that to people and I feel like im just being weak and wanting attention. Oh, and my dad SA'd me whilst drunk yet no one knows, he doesn't even remember.