PT3might also do this for me. i hate that i know i will never get her, i will never get to see her face when she pulls away from a kiss, ill never get to be the one who pleases her, that she will always be attached to my friend, i hate that the people we know wouldnt support, even if it was possible. i hate that she truly never really did like me, and i mean truly liked me, i mean i tried to try, i tried, i tried, and i want it so bad, i want her so bad. i want her to want me and i want her to try. i want her to see me like i see her. i just want my life back. i hate that i think about our school reunion in 30 years and know ill still want her. and know ill still look across the room and hope she is single, hope that then i would have the confidence to fuck her. i truly dont know what i will do because sometimes i truly feel like i am one thread away from snapping and kissing her. i wish she liked me. but i also wish i was over this by now. i cant live with the regret of not telling A