Part 2 I'm tired people giving me shit attacking me left me right one way or another. Family neighbors strangers. I told Mom the truth she couldn't handle it so she gets shitty. Well you can't stick your head in the dirt like an ostrich n act like things don't happen. She shuts EVERYTHING OUT GOOD LUCK GETTING A WORD IN...and these fucking neighbors of mine ok we or I found a nail in our door step we dunno if they're trying to give us a flat or what. Im angry I'm sick of everything I'm about to shove a fucking baseball bat up these noisy ass neighbors ass. I can't take anymore they're doing it on purpose they're unspeakable to . Omg why just fucking why does all this shit gotta happen to me what did I ever do so bad? I'm always the helper. The sweet kind person who listens never bothers anybody. Even my grandparents complimented that about me. So why do I get all this bullshit on me? If I'm so easy to love WHY DOES NOBODY LOVE ME RIDDLE ME THAT!!!!!!???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!