Rant #29763

I just want to cuddle and kiss you forever. I just hate that I’m always living in a fantasy and can’t think of anything beyond that. My lack of effort makes me feel worthless and you deserve better is what i keep saying to myself lol. To cope with all that I end up creating a version of you inside my head and be happy with it because I am afraid I can’t be good enough for you, especially since looks and affection are nothing compared to other responsibilities