I feel like I can't properly express myself to others irl anymore. The only way I can communicate things better is on a stupid screen. I really do wish I had better communication skills but it's like no matter how hard I try to talk and think about what's bothering me it's never said in the way I want it to and I end up just not saying anything at all when someone asks. I'm tired of trying to bottle things up, but it's the only way i'm able to get over emotional moments without having to force myself to pull words from my butt and being an inconvenience for days. I know people can't read minds, but I just want someone to understand what I'm going through while giving me that comfort and space. I feel selfish for wanting this.