i feel like my friends hate me. i don't know what to do, they are kinda all i have. they spend more time with each other then with me, its just the three of us, and i feel like I'm third wheeling. i hate myself. i wish o was the kind of person people liked and wanted to spend time with but i don't think that i am. i think I'm a bad person. i don't think I'm worthy of love.