i just dont know what to do with my life im so unproductive and even if i try i just cant bring myself to do anything it just seems like everyone esle around me have everything planned out and set while im just here wasting my time, my talent and everything i have and had. and the world is nothing without money now so i need to get a good job but that just too much pressure and keep saying ill get my shit togther but it just never works out even saying like "i want to run away and leave to somewhere far away" needs money and its just too hard i dont think i can do this anymore