Life, is becoming a boring cycle. Over and over again same thing happens, its just impossible to find something new, something that could give excite to life, without harm, im aware of my strength and weakness thus making hard to move forward, im in a cycle that disables me to grow, because of my circumstances, be it place,environment, or my ability. Knowing my limit, i can't seem to grow, like something is just holding me back. But i know what holding me back, which is myself. I hate it when i do this, im aware but unable to do anything to overcome it, i keep on searching for clue to how to improve, but whenever i was given the same problem over and over again, i can't seem to improve no matter how much i want to. Its sufficating whenever i think about it, im i unlucky? To be born this way, i mean my life is normal, unlike the life of other people, I HATE IT. I CAN'T SEEM TO Appreciate what i have eventhought this life is fine, I wish someone was born to this life, and not me. If only