I hate my body more than anything. I've hated it for years. Sometimes I do unhealthy things to feel better about myself, and my friends and partner say it's an eating disorder. I don't think I have one, because if I ever said I think I have it one it would feel so demeaning and minimizing towards people that struggle with eating disorders. If I ever said I had one it would just feel like a ploy for attention or an exaggeration, even though I think everyone struggling with any issue like that are completely valid.