Rant #2946

I feel so fucking empty to the point where I'd rather be BLEEDING and TORTURED just to feel something, not only that, I'd rather vomit ALL of my organs out than continue to feel this fuckass emptiness for the rest of my life, I'd rather slice my own self in half, have a thousand knives cut my skin in small, agonizing cuts, have someone literally BEATING ME UP endlessly than feel this fuckass empty void feeling in my chest