I’ve been having suicidal thoughts since 8 years old. I never understood why. I guess it’s because i always felt unimportant to others. Maybe it’s because of everyone I thought would protect me instead hurt me, hit me. Maybe it’s because of all the days I was told I was lazy, fat, stupid, and I wondered if it was true. Maybe it’s because of all the days I sat alone in the cafeteria wondering why I couldn’t make friends like the others. Or I’m just overreacting again, yeah again and again. I want to kill myself
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