There's so much anger in me but nowhere to let it out. I want to hurt people, to just strangle the life out of someone who's been pissing me off to no end daily and punch their face in until they're all bloody and I imagine tearing them apart and ripping their organs out. I prayed for their death and I will be happy once they're gone. A lot of the time I am silent and endure everything. Because what else can I do? I can't hurt people, I can't talk back or anything. Whenever I try to say something I'm never taken seriously and just laughed at. But I hope that they know that once they're dead I'm more likely to bomb their grave than to leave flowers or even a single kind word. This asshole is better off dead than alive. I can't say anything to anyone. All I can do is wait and endure it even though it snips at my goddamn restraint.