I like my job but i hate the part when i have to do customer chats and correspondences that are questionably part of my tasks but since i have no say to decline and im technically the one person who manages this side of things i have to. Its like a game of chance each time since i just hope this person is nice to talk to but i know that i need to prepare myself for anything anyway. Everytime my phone vibrates with notifications i don't know what to expect like, since when does notifs in work hours made me freeze? I hate this. I hate me for being nervous over the small things people are expecting me to know and put up with already.