hello? i'm so lonely here. no one's truly there for me at any given point. i think i've gotten used to it? i don't know... well, i mean, i do have some friends, but....they don't care as much as i care for them... i'm scared...i don't want to be alone. my nerves do kill me sometimes, but it's manageable for now...? i dont know i dont knwo i dnt kknw wht to do im os scard..