i love all my friends to death, mostly cause i only have 2 lmao. one of them, lets call him o. i love him and i kinda have a crush on him, its pathetic though bcz were online, not irl. anyways, we were playing roblox while on discord. we were talking and stuff and honey (honeys my dog) came up on my lap. so i was js talking yk about honey, he was talking abt his dog wtv. and he randomly said “did you get honey to stop being sad abt duke?” duke is my dead dog btw. i barely even heard what he said, just “duke, honey, sad”. im already very hard on myself for his passing, so hearing that from someone i love hurts. i really also hate it bcs in the past hes also said some things abt him, such as why does he look like that and other things. hes never had a pet until recently so i dont think he understands what its like to actually lose a pet and feel the grieving process. im typing this as were on call btw, i muted bcs i was bouta cry. back to pretending i wasnt bouta cry ig.