I just wish I had money so I wouldn’t have to worry. Having the hardest month and year of my life and me and my mom decided to just drive thru some rich neighborhood to look at the houses. 2-3 story sitting on the riverside with golf courses in their back yards. There were people jogging down the street, people playing golf, just relaxing. It must feel so good not to worry. My mom was trying to cheer me up but I don’t think I’ve ever felt worse.