Idk anymore... I want to kms so bad, but I feel like I don't have good enough reasons like others. I read a few posts before and they were mostly about trauma/abuse/etc. I had a pretty good childhood and never experienced something like that, but I still think about suicide. I constantly think that I don't have the rights to kms bc I didn't have anything traumatic in my past. I can't even blame my thoughts on something/someone else bc I made myself like this. I hate myself. Love y'all <3